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Fri, May. 27th, 2005, 02:35 am

A lot of things have happened lately that make me feel old.
Well no, not old...I guess they just make me feel my age in a really weird way...it's suprising how your whole life, you expect one event to drastically change the way you look at life, and then after it happens and you feel exactly the sameas you did before, you don't feel jipped...but rather, you wonder why you didn't do it sooner. Eh, now I'm just rambling..
I almost got my lip pierced the other day while I was over on the coast...then I realized that getting a piercing on my face would most likely result in me getting fired from my job or kicked out of my house. Fuck. I want my lip pierced, damnit!

I am such a slave to society..

Fri, May. 6th, 2005, 04:24 am

Lately I've actually felt like I have a life

...wow, this is weird. What am I supposed to do?! I've never had a life before...


Sat, Jan. 22nd, 2005, 11:39 pm

I got my first shot in the ass last night at the ER.
There's a first time for everything, I guess. Even for the things we'd rather not experience at all..

Thu, Jan. 20th, 2005, 01:09 am

The Great LiveJournal
Outage of 2005

During the outage I wandered the city streets aimlessly pondering the meaning of life without LiveJournal.

What did you do?

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Tue, Jan. 18th, 2005, 03:56 am

To have someone you care about call, apologize for everything and nothing in particular, then tell you that they love you - only to be cut off by a swift dial tone...is nothing short of disconcerting.

Fri, Jan. 7th, 2005, 09:28 pm

Just like that. It topples over and no one sees it coming. It fell on top of me, but I think I'll just stay under here for a while by myself. No one else seems to care.

Sun, Dec. 19th, 2004, 01:48 am

The past few weeks have been difficult for me. After finals ended I felt that nothing would be able to cut the tension like a little partying. After 10 shots (well, that's what the tally-board said, anyways) I was fine, happily drunk, still able to do a cartwheel...and then someone invited me to go smoke some Black & Mild with them. I really liked it, but it was really stupid of me to do that after having 10 shots...I regretted it for the rest of the night. I don't think I have ever been so sick. At least I had fun though, and I know I'll be feeling better by tomorrow, so it was worth it.

Wed, Dec. 15th, 2004, 03:49 am

insanity is welcome right about now. I'd like to invite him over for some tea and crumpets. Whatever the hell crumpets are. That doesn't matter. Insanity would eat them anyways.

Tue, Dec. 7th, 2004, 02:09 am

I want something beautiful to happen.

I want him when he's not around, but I hate him when he's there. Confusion! Self...What the fuck are you trying to tell me?!

Other than that, an empty day. Nothing new.

I need my own cornfield that I can go out to lay in. My own secluded place. My own secluded place where I could take other people who would enjoy seclusion. Maybe I just don't care anymore.

For the longest time I told myself that if I was just patient something or someone would find me. I have been lying to myself for a long time, and I have no energy to go out searching.

Nothing just isn't enough anymore.

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